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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 18, 2005, 11:55 PM
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Preference of using play dough as a material , brings it’s colourfullness and the playful attitude whatever you have done using it.

Till i was 18 (since i lived my entire life with my parents), i have been living the inevitability of the thoughts which everything i’ve seen is all about mother and father concept or not.During this inevitable installations , “father” corresponds with the forest concept.Although i don’t remember to what certain reason i made this installations , still this installations reminds me of the same ideas and thoughts.

Family concept reminds me of the feelings very different from the other persons.The reason is that i think they should exist but their existence is not a must, and better they don’t exist.If these things i’ve made is a game , it is a right choice that i used play dough . But if it is rather a result of a deep problem than a game , it can be thought that i found the solutions for the questions “Why my life became so meaningless ? and “Why don’t i believe the reality of the world we live ?”

People call the world “real” which they want me to see and which i see and prefer not to believe its existence. I have to say that what they call reality doesn’t have any meaning in my sense of perception. It doesn’t draw my attention to be in a world which really hurts and makes people insensitive. I didn’t say this world doesn’t exist but i have a backyard belonging to me in this world and i want to say “It’s just a movie” while i’m lying on my chaise-lounge and watching what’s going in the world as a movie.

If everyone out of my backyard is the other for me , then the probability of the thing the others accepted “existing” and the thing i say “existing” have the same qualities , can be a world creation that we want to leak into its colourfulness and that is different from everywhere i’ve seen.

Can my childhood’s play materials ( play dough ,etc..) give theirselves to me to open a way which the end of the way will be not “real” ?

If they tell me to make a choice between the real and my perceiving , will i choose my assumption?


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The tent’s loneliness starts when trapezers , jugglers and animal trainers greets people after the show.From now on , circuses’ empty ,left but still colourful tent become tranquil suddenly.While this is happening , audience’s ghosts appears with the past laughters and confusion bubbles of the people’s and still they are looking at the performers with admiration.
Audience become a pink cloud and performers shrink as they can fit in a single chair.So ,everything became energies that is between the existent and non – existent. Till new performers and audience fill up the tent.This lonely and never ending story continues like this.

This “TENT” is a screen that is paused in the circuses’ tent loneliness. And it is actually re-invitation for the audience.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 25
  • Current Residence: Republic of Türkiye \ Izmir
  • Interests: anime, rollerblade,contemporary artsmusic,sociology,philosophy,mythology,art history,computer
  • Favourite movie: THE DREAMERS,requem for a dream,,AZUMİ,pi,CİTY OF LOST CHILDREN,starwars series,n.b. kille
  • Favourite band or musician: Saosin,blur,mars volta,rediohead,guano apes,aqua lang,galaxie 500,caribau
  • Favourite genre of music: indie,alternative,neo classic,SkaPunk,Screamo,Emo
  • Favourite artist: duchamp,klein,beuys,kosuth,d.hirst,cristo,miro,e.hoper,hans haake,rauchenberg,borga kantürk
  • Favourite poet or writer: baudlilard,jack keurack,daglas adams,fyodor dostoyevski
  • Favourite style or digital art: all avandgarde styles
  • Operating System: xp
  • MP3 player of choice: winamp
  • Favourite game: dxball,worms,episode 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2,
  • Tools of the Trade: sony HC39 E , nikon coolpix 4500,winsor&newton watercolors,Rowney acyrlics,mixedmedia....

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~Umay-Umay:iconUmay-Umay: Jan 26, 2007, 7:27:28 AM
:rose: Merhaba...

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~I-Friene:iconI-Friene: Dec 5, 2006, 9:34:22 PM
thanks for the fav!

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~uzuntu-ve-muz-kabugu:iconuzuntu-ve-muz-kabugu: Oct 11, 2006, 2:32:59 PM Mood: Sadness
merveee napıyon cok ozledim sizi :sadness: hepiniz iyisinizdir umarım :O_o:

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~obsesyon:iconobsesyon: Sep 24, 2006, 7:25:29 AM
güsel galeri :)

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~noMMiss:iconnoMMiss: Sep 4, 2006, 1:23:26 AM
Funky deviations man!
I like! Keep it up..

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guy tae'la photography.
~Cabres:iconCabres: Sep 3, 2006, 2:32:07 AM
SWEET MAMA!!! Your gallery is cool. Wow. DEFINITELY keep up the amazing work. Seriously.

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Everyone I know
Goes away
In the end
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~art-istanbul:iconart-istanbul: Aug 27, 2006, 3:44:08 AM
nice works... congratulations...
~gigitheprincess:icongigitheprincess: Aug 6, 2006, 2:40:40 PM
cok guzel isler yapmıssın..fav icin de ayrıca tesekkur

aynısının kocamanından ben de

gg

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~Dredged:iconDredged: Jul 4, 2006, 5:49:33 PM
izleme için teşekkürler...
hoş galeri...

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the sky we scrape...
~exquisiteday:iconexquisiteday: Jun 24, 2006, 11:21:00 PM
thank you for the favorite.

i really like your style, keep on creating!

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~PretorianINTRo:iconPretorianINTRo: Jun 22, 2006, 2:52:18 AM
hello miss. Really thanks for the +watch. :kiss:
~burguerqueen:iconburguerqueen: Jun 8, 2006, 2:49:58 PM
thanks for the fave =)

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~groteskmrotesk:icongroteskmrotesk: May 19, 2006, 5:19:24 PM
merve hanım bence siz sanat yolunda çok önemli noktalara parmak basmışsınız... basarım huyumdur mu dediniz... bilmiyorum... bizim bir arkadaş var... adı niyazi... kantabe adlı eserinizi çok beğendi... ama ben me or me adlı eserinizi çok amerikanvari buldum... o yüzden sevmedim... bana hiçbirşey hissettirmedi... fakat diyer eserleriniz için aynı şeyi söyleyemem... bu kadar... ama değişiyor tabi...
~CSISMAN:iconCSISMAN: May 15, 2006, 5:12:31 PM
saol

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~IsabelleTheDreamer:iconIsabelleTheDreamer: May 9, 2006, 6:23:15 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE 15 PRETTIEST GIRLS! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HiT, YOU HAVE TO HiT 15 PRETTY GIRLS. IF YOU GET HiT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOU'RE REALLY PRETTY! iF YOU BREAK THE CHAiN, YOU'LL HAVE UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS LiKE ALL OUR iMiTATORS. SO HiT PRETTY GiRLS TO LET THEM KNOW THEY'RE PRETTY!

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~PrismOfLife:iconPrismOfLife: May 8, 2006, 12:51:28 PM
Thank you very much. ^^ And thanks for writing in german, very nice of you!
Your gallery is also very interesting!

*lg*
Pri

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~malkavianprincess:iconmalkavianprincess: Apr 22, 2006, 6:36:46 AM
macubum......cok mahcubum.... :stupidme: ehehe hay alla....

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~NoiZmaker:iconNoiZmaker: Apr 19, 2006, 5:47:32 AM
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you're tagged!

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~devil-in-grey:icondevil-in-grey: Apr 18, 2006, 1:41:00 PM
Hey, thank you tons for adding my drawing to your favorites! :heart:

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~rizaturker:iconrizaturker: Apr 12, 2006, 3:30:18 AM
hummm..güzel galeri..ellerine sağlık

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~gableton:icongableton: Mar 28, 2006, 2:03:17 AM
oh
thanks mann
right on n'shit brother
~dwarfish:icondwarfish: Mar 24, 2006, 4:36:16 PM
Puff ben bu gece ariycaktim seni, nooldu gorusmen acaba? Sana internet alalim online ol sen arada.

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